So, me and my gf have gone through our rough patches in the last few months since getting started in an open relationship and telling her that I want to be a cuck. Which puts her in a position to want to ease and go slow.

But since coming back home from college, I really want her to go full out and cuck me.

She just left a guys house that she met on tinder which also goes to her gym. They fucked and she cleaned up in the shower. She knows my kink of wanting to clean her up after a guy is done with her but she says that she might not be ready for that because shes not comfortable with the idea of that. She has always viewed me as the opposite of a submissive/humiliation-hungry guy so she is iffy with doing that to me. Any advice on how I can have her love to do these things to me?