Don’t get me wrong, the rush of being cucked by her is intense. I like thinking of her pleasing other men, and being free to enjoy sexual experiences. My girlfriend has a very high sex drive and is not shy to suck a dick or take one.

Where I need help Is this common feeling after a cuck session of sadness, empitiness, mix in some shame and I usually feel soooo low and out of it.

As an example we hadn’t played with cuckolding for a few months. Then about two night ago, she began messaging on one of her friends. He said he wanted to FaceTime her when he got home. We were having a conversation on the phone at the time and when her bull boyfriend got home she got off the phone to message him. Before getting off the phone she reminded me that she would be fixing her makeup for her FaceTime date.

20 mins later I get a text saying can I send him these photos? One is a completely naked photo and the other is a topless bathroom selfie. She ended up sending the top less photo and another hot selfie picture but I asked her to keep the completely naked one private .

The bull boyfriend and her spoke for Nearly an hour and a half and he straight up asked to see her soon.

I want to let her go because he excites her, he’s very discreet, like very private person and she likes that.

Well as she was texting me while they were on FaceTime I couldn’t help but feel that cuck sadness behind all the excitement.

It’s like a nagging feeling that hurts sometimes but at the same time I want to be cucked.

When thier phone conversation was done he made it clear he wanted to see her and her excitement showed!

How do you navigate this feeling? Does this cuck sadness/empitiness affect your day ?

Tbh the cuck sadness usually comes after her session is done and I think On things..like internally I’m fighting wanting this but at the same time it turns me on a lot.

YES I have spoken with her and our line of communication is great!! I’ve explained it to her as a general cuck feeling so she doesn’t feel bad about it because I wouldn’t want her feeling a way you know ?

I’m posting this here to see if any of you can relate and if so what do you do about it ?

Again being cucked turns me on, I like worshipping her and letting her be free, especially because she communicates and is honest! Again this weird feeling sometimes sets inside me and sometimes can take hours of self reflection for it to go away or times like this two days later I’m still thinking about it and clearly it’s on my mind… what to do and can you relate ?

Long and scarred post sorry. Hope it’s worth the read and have a great day