Even after jacking off, i dont feel shame like i used to when i was younger but more disinterested for anywhere from 15 mins to a few hours but it always comes back. I am even into fucklicking now whereas It wasnt something on my radar before. I havent really talked to my wife about this but I was thinking of telling her heteroflexible and bisexual cuckold stuff turns me on but I dont really consider myself anything like that? Its not something Id broadcast but Its not threatening to me anymore. But I love porn and watch a lot and its been more submissive type stuff in a cuckold context.

How can you tell, I dont know if i want to go through this long process for something Im not sure i wanna actually do?