Brief relationship info: My wife and I have been married 20 years and in the hotwife/cuckold lifestyle for 5 years. I encouraged the hotwife/cuckold direction. 

Of late I have noticed my hotwife has been achieving hightened levels of sexual euphoria from her stable of bulls. When she returns home and recounts her memory of the rendezvous with me I can tell that she is discovering new worlds of pleasure. It's easy to see she gains empowerment and amusement from telling me the details. The obvious look of smug satisfaction on her face as she teases my cock, smelling of pure lust, and her body showing the signs of an animalistic marathon fuck session. Asking me if I want to fuck her, knowing full well she will receive little if any satisfaction from sex with me. The whole time she keeps stroking my cock until I cum all too quickly. 

There's no doubt in the satisfaction she achieves in making me cum before I have a chance to fuck her. The power she feels from fulfilling her sexual desires in the most socially unacceptable ways. How her slutty actions have immense control over her husband, reducing his sexual function to an amusing play toy. This mental mind fuck has become the biggest turn on for me.

Once this quarantine shelter-in place began I assumed she would turn to me for her sexual satisfaction. Especially since my birthday was upcoming and she's historically been very sexual with me on my special day.   Several months in and now she hasn't seen a bull since early 2020 and I can tell she's sexually starved. My assumption couldn't have been more wrong. I can clearly see how the lack of sexual satisfaction has affected her mindset. She's made no attempts at sex with me. For my birthday she joined me in the shower and proceeded to quickly jerk me off while telling me how much she loves being my slut. 

The realization that she no longer looks too me as a source of sexual satisfaction is a powerful turn on for me. I never expected this when we began this hotwife/cuckold journey. She's told me that she truly enjoys sharing the details of her escapades with me and loves the reaction it causes in me. The satisfaction she gains from me is now empowerment and control through my humiliation. I can't get enough of this new mindset and find myself constantly turned on by it. Can anyone relate to my situation? Love to hear from cucks in my similar situation.