I originally got into cuckolding after I found out my girlfriend of 3 years cheated on with her old FWB, whilst we were in the early stages of our dating... She originally denied it but after being together for a year or so, she admitted that they fucked when she went to visit him as a friend without me...

I told her how much it is difficult me to find that out initially, but it somehow transformed into me being her cuckold, and now I beg for her to sleep with other guys because the thought of it really turns me on...

So fast forward to today, every few months she goes home and sleeps with different guys and tells me about it which I find so hot, but I have a really strong suspicion that she is still fucking the original guy she cheated on me with years ago, this is after I told her how much it hurts me and she said she never does stuff with him anymore after realising how heartbroken I was.

She has this guy on Snapchat and send naughty pics to him regularly, (I know because she tells me)... The only thing is, she lying about who she's sending the pics to, I know for a fact she is sending them to this original guy still, but she tells me a different name everytime I ask her. I know it's the original guy because I snooped through her phone a few times to see who she was messaging after she cheated on me...

I am conflicted, a part of me loves the fact I know she keeps lying to my face and still continues to talk to this guy who she cheated on me with years ago, and now being a cuckold I love that she's basically still getting other dick. However, a part of me still can't understand why she is lying to me, even after we have spoken about it multiple times, and I have been open with her saying she can fuck other guys. Has anybody else experienced something similar?

So she is cucking me which is hot as fuck, but she is still lying about who it is, which I don't get why...