I'm new here, and although this may not a real life cucking scenario, I still wanted to share my experience.

I've been an online cuck for over a decade. Let's just say that I enjoy the dynamic but I'm too weak to take last few steps. Fortunately, I've been lucky to find a few good online bulls.

There's this bull named Adam that has been cucking me for years now. When my girl is tired and needing breaks from the lifestyle, Adam keeps me engaged my sharing his sexual partners and experiences via pics and vids. Seeing the amazing women that he gets to fuck always sends me into a frenzy, wishing I could be so lucky. But I settle in my place, pussy free and willing to accept the verbal humiliation that comes along viewing Adam's fun experiences.

He currently owns this Asian couple and the wife is literally one of the sexiest hotwifes that I have ever seen. Just seeing pictures of her makes me weak and gives me the desire to worship her. I instantly grew envious of her cuck and her bull, but the envy is overshadowed by my list for her.

He continued sending pictures of her tight pussy and her cuck opening her legs for him until it turned me into a leaking mess. I never thought I could grow this weak for a girl that doesn't know that I exist. I proceeded to drain myself like any cuck would, stroking myself endlessly, imagining I could be as lucky as Adam or the cuck.

Several days flew by after learning about this new couple and the fun Adam was having with them. He keeps telling me of all the ways he's been able to make the new hotwife orgasm. Not just in person, but in the phone as well. Apparently the cuck isn't allowed to watch without permission, so he spends most of his time in the living room, edging and draining himself like any cuck would. He's stroking to the sounds of his wife getting fuck, and I'm stroking to the thoughts of his wife getting fucked. I can't tell who is more pathetic at this point but I know we're both pleased.

Due to intense desperation, I asked permission to join the group chat. I deeply desire to see the conversation live and watch her tight pussy get stretched. I don't know how I'll handle watching everything unfold before my eyes. It's a weird fascination and obsession that I'm going through.

Has anyone been in a similar situation? Is this really cucking or am I just playing through a combination of other kinks?