Hey there, 20M and for the last year or so I've been so obsessed with the idea of getting cucked by a hypothetical girlfriend. I've been going wild for cuck porn and the idea of having a girlfriend who's slutty and has sex with other guys and sends me videos.

My only problem is that my whole life I've never really had much interest in dating or sex, it's got nothing to do with insecurity or anything, it's just not something I want to put my time into doing

Can someone help me understand this and understand a possible way to get real satisfaction out of this problem. I've roleplayed the idea with AI chatbots but it doesn't really satisfy the itch deep down