It was embarrassing for a while, but I think one of the things that was actually helpful in my last cuckold relationship was not necessarily having the responsibility of having to take the lead in sex. I'd always had a hard time with that, and my gf at the time would get frustrated with it; one of the things she was specifically looking for in a bull was someone who wasn't afraid to take command.

The first time I was in the room with them during sex, he ordered me to go to a corner and stand with my face against the wall while they fucked. I did, and it felt weirdly natural to just follow a command. He'd give me orders every time they hooked up. That dynamic kind of played out as the relationship did.

Idk, has anyone else felt this way?