I’ve been watching gangbang, bisexual, & cucking porn for as long as I can remember. I’ve always found it really hot but felt a bit ashamed of my interests. I kind of repressed and was a bit of a“nice wholesome girl” presenting.

I think because of this i think i attracted similar bisexual men who were insecure (caught my ex with multiple videos of him taking dildos and sucking them and found it hot, guys who would shyly admit they’d be bi-curious but it wasn’t in the cards because insecure, etc) but i recently have had more of an awakening and decided to live in my truth and be more sexy/hot.

How would one vet for this experience? Cucks, especially bisexual ones, how can someone like me meet in the wild and kinda vet for guys like you? I want a loving marriage with a more submissive/cuck type and I’m definitely willing to put in the work to put myself out there.

I’ve posted on Reddit and i have been vetting men and i have gone on dates recently with a few shyer men but i really care about emotional connection and want this with a potential husband that i can adore. I also just prefer meeting guys in more authentic ways in person or maybe even on a dating app. How would I approach these topics in a way with a man who’s interested in this lifestyle would like and ensure he feels loved, supported, encouraged, and knows im fully open to him?

Im also open to short term relationships while i get my reigns and learn and explore but marriage would be my goal