My wife just told her brother and her mom that I am her cuck, she has a BDSM dom bull she calls "daddy" and is allowed to sleep with any man she wants. I don't know how she said it exactly, I just know that she told them and for some reason she was super giddy and excited to tell me that she did and that her brother thinks it's great for her.

I am not sure how I feel exactly. I mean obviously I feel humiliated for one thing. Embarrassed and even emasculated some. But oddly I'm also blown away in a positive way that I struggle to explain. I feel intensely dominated by my wife taking my control of "who knows and who doesn't" away from me. At this point that was probably the only thing I actually had any control over in this situation lol.

As freaked out as this has me on the one hand, on the other I have been just dying for her to become more dominant towards me. I just never in a million years would have thought it would come out in a way like this.

I'm not sure about you other guys, but for me this is one of the biggest "power exchange" feelings I could've imagined. I've never told anyone. I even kept 99% of it from my therapist. Needless to say, this is a huge thing in my perspective.

She's out of town and we were on the phone when she told me so I played it cool in the moment with little reaction at all and just told her how sexy she is. Now I keep imagining scenes in my mind of her telling her brother and how it must've been an insane confidence boost for her. I even imagine her just straight up bragging about it and him maybe even giving her a high five or something.

I'm so mixed up right now. I'm tempted to tell her exactly how I feel now rather than waiting for her to get back in town. But I also don't want her to feel bad for humiliating me because that's one thing she worries about despite me telling her I do like some humiliation. She really loves me a lot and never wants to hurt me, but with her enjoying the domination she gets from her bull, I'm sure she can understand my positive feelings on it.

Any opinions or insight is much appreciated!!