My husband told me about his fantasy as a MFM dream and I’m guessing because my response was so welcoming to the idea he felt comfortable opening up more and more . Turns out he really wants to be my cuckold and wants me to be with much bigger men if you know what I mean . I cheated on him over 4 years ago with my ex long distance just with pictures and text messages and he explained to me that he thinks that’s where his kink started because it turned him on . He was very hurt I recall at that moment but to fast forward to current situation that’s all he talks about and wants me to talk about is my ex. We role play with toys etc of my ex being a third . He wants the first time to be with him . Is that a terrible idea ? I feel like there are pros for me being I feel comfortable . That’s my personal biggest hang up . My husband has told me he wants me to have the best sex I can have and it was with my ex I just don’t want to hurt him or him to regret it. I have been dragging my feet on this because I’m not totally sure he knows he wants this .