So I have been married for 2 years. I am bisexual, but really into men more. I always have been for as long as I remember.

My best friend has been close to me since we were like 10 (we are both 23 now) and I recently told him that I was gay. He told me he already knew since from when we were younger, when he would jerk off in the room in front of us and the boys and I was the only one who wanted to see his dick (told him to not hide himself)

He is really into my wife and I am really into him. And her as well. She has had a thing for him too. He is a lot more dominant and assertive than I am, he also is bigger than me in terms of penis size.

He has kind of turned me into a cuck. He never really asked too, he kind of just realized how submissive I was and that he could fuck her if he wants to. I found out that he was fucking her because he broke the news to me one day.

I asked if I could watch for their next time, and he said he would love that. So I watched them and it was extremely liberating to see my best friend fuck her that way. He’s way more skilled than me, and she seemed to be more pleasured… his dick is a great deal larger and thicker. He was also able to fuck her standing up and carrying her, like he was using her as a fleshlight. I am not even nearly as strong to pick her up and fuck her at the same time, but this guy did it so easily. Like she was just a few pounds. As I was sitting on the floor he carried her over my head and fucked her right in my face.

He ended up finishing on her pussy and I don’t know why but I was really scared to ask to clean her up.

I don’t really know how to ask but I want to clean up his cum everytime he fucks her. I want his cum in my face. I think he knows that because he told me to get up and sniff it, but then he told her to go shower off.

How can I have this conversation with him? I really would like to get to the point where I could suck him off (not sure if he would be down) but I am desperate for his cum.