My wife and i have spoke about it for years now but never happened for real. She has said over the past year that she really wanted this lifestyle for us and to have the freedom to be sexual with anybody she wants whenever she wants given the opportunity. The other day she said she is now thinking she is unsure and while the idea seems exciting and she still is curious and will continue to be that infact she doesnt know if it is good for our relationship and that real life experience and actually doing it is a whole different ball game which i agree. She was so for it and so was i and i understand and respect her decision and do not want to bring it up again anytime soon and dont know if i should. A little gutted if im being completely honest. Could this be the end of the road and has anyone had similar experience?