background: I'm writing this from my home office, downstairs my wife is still sleeping with her "friend". We have all had an great weekend together but I'm letting them have some alone time without me.

I'm a beta, I know it. I'm not the most macho, testosterone-filled, sports-obsessed man, but that also makes me loving, caring, sensitive and focused on my wife's happiness. In bed, we have a great sex life. It is passionate, intimate, and loving, and most of the time, she climaxes, but she needs more from time to time, and I know it.

Because I'm a beta, my greatest desire sexually is her satisfaction. Our bull/friend takes her places that I can't, that I have never taken her or any woman. He is everything I'm not, strong, athletic, dominate/erotic lover, and yes bigger. I'm proud that I'm "man enough" to know my weaknesses.