Last night my gf got pretty drunk. I don't drink, but we were hanging out and watching movies. At one point she got horny and started blowing me, and before I came I suggested we break out the dildo we bought a while back.

She loves that thing so was down, and we started fucking around with it. I normally just use it on her, but this time I told her I wanted to see her ride it while sucking my dick. We put it against a glass cabinet door and she backed up on it with my dick in her mouth. She was getting really into it and moaning and stuff and kept taking my dick out of her mouth, so I just sat back and watched, jerking off.

Since she was a little drunk and horny as shit, I asked her to talk dirty to me. She started saying shit to me, mostly just vanilla stuff. I was really turned on watching it and started asking her stuff like "how's that dick feel, baby?" and shit. She was replying and seemed into it, even asking me if I liked what I was seeing and if she looked good on another dick. Eventually we both came and went to bed.

Anyway, this morning she was a little distant and when I asked her what was wrong. She said nothing was wrong, but that she hadn't thought I'd like watching her play with the dildo without actually fucking her. We talked and eventually she just straight up asked me if watching her do that kind of thing was a fetish and I admitted I really liked it. She was cool with that, and we sort of talked about it for a while, her asking me sort of what I liked about it etc.

Long story short, she suspected the obvious and asked me if I'd been imagining an actual person fucking her instead of a toy. I was honest and told her that I had been, lol. We had a discussion, and while the word "cuckold" was never explicitly said, I told her I'd like to try actually watching her with someone if she was down. She looked uncomfortable, and sort of brushed it off with a non-answer. I didn't push it, and the conversation ended.

That was this morning, and we haven't talked about it since. She's still sort of acting distant, but I'm a bit embarrassed and don't want to bring it up again.

She didn't get outright upset or anything, but I can't tell if her reaction was a good indicator that she's up for it or not. I'm hoping she'll bring it up next time we fuck lol. It would kind of suck to have brought it up and have nothing come from it, whichever way she feels about it.