Hey,

I'm a 32 y/o male who is married and a wife who does indulge in the dirty talk of the hotwife variety.

This post isn't seeking professional help or insights just more a general thought and discussion. Also, negativity will be ignored.

My situation: My wife doesn't ever imagine ever really cucking me, as I'm "all she wants" totally fine and I respect that--could always change in the future plus complications haha. That being said though, my drive/urge/desire for this kink though fairly consistent appears to come in waves. Early it'd correspond with how I was feeling with my career/fitness etc. where I would see correlation with my success wanting more of the cuck--totally could see why i'd want that.

Recently (probably last year or two), it appears to come more in waves, some days/weeks it's all I can think of and want, then it gets to the point where I'm like eh whatever for a few days or weeks.

I don't know if there is some sexual/mental/maturity to it or if other people experience that. I'd love to chat about it here :)