My wife and i have yet to have our first experience with another guy. It will happen on her terms as she prefers the natural approach for the first time instead of a pre arranged meet. Most likely i will be home by myself when the first experience happens as she likes the idea of meeting someone while on a night out with her friends and then going back to a hotel with a guy. So it will be exciting for me anytime she goes out with friends as i will never know if “tonight is the night” until she decides. If she does meet a guy and wants to fuck him she said she will txt me and let me know. We have spoken in great detail over the past few years and it is now definitely what she wants. The freedom and excitement but also the main focus is for the guy to be hung. She said if i had a big dick she would still want this lifestyle with me but it would be more focused on the experiences and fun and freedom and not so much the bigger cock size as she would have a big dick at home with me anyway so wouldn’t be too disappointed if his cock was small like mine just now. But recently she told me something and said she found it difficult incase i got upset(i did not) she said my cock doesnt really do anything for her and that it doesn’t satisfy her. I wear a big penis sleeve for PIV and she goes wild for it and my penis cannot compete and it shows when i go in after a sleeve. If she could choose shed always choose big over a small cock. The fact i am small though and her only ever sexual partner and she has nothing to compare my cock to except a sleeve is making her crave the real thing and knows size is definitely her thing. She wants a regular if possible and said if that happens shel most likely be satisfied by him and want and have sex less with me but will want frequent orgasms at home from me though by me using my mouth hands and or vibrator. She said she will allow me to go down and kiss and lick her feet after her meets with a regular and get myself off. If she doesnt see me in the lustful way shel see a hung guy that can fuck her brains out. Is it possible for our relationship to survive?