I have had ED for 10 years and am in the queue for a penile implant. I also have great difficulty achieving orgasm. My head and frenulum have very little sensitivity so blowjobs for instance do nothing for me. My condition is a source of great frustration and sadness for my wife and I. We are in our 40s and have kids and while the cuckold fantasy was one we used to get off to together my wife steadily went off it after we had kids and as my ED worsened.

She has in the past told me about the amazing sex she had with her ex bfs, in particular one of them. The used to have sex 2 or 3 times a week and she went on the pill so he never pulled out.

In terms of my sexual contact with her now, the only thing we can do is for me to go down on her. If I try to masturbate beside her i typically fail and it leads to disappointment and bad feelings between us.

I know she misses hard cock and she wishes I was more dominant. But I have never been that way and with my ED even less likely to be like that. So I’ve become quite adept at eating her pussy and ass.

Recently when eating her out I asked her to hold me by the hair and pull my face down to her pussy and tell me to eat her out. She has started to do that with more and more vigour and last night she told me to shut up and clean her cum filled pussy that another man had cum in. I loved it. I love when she adds her own touches.

The other thing she added yesterday was to say “tell me if this is enough for you. Is it enough?” I readily said it was as I greedily tongued and sucked on her hole and teased her clit. I told her all I want is to worship her.

She came hard as I had my tongue inside her. She told me she was thinking of another guy fucking her and cumming in her and me cleaning her later.

Afterwards we cuddled and agreed we would do more of the same.

One of my deepest held desires is for her to cuckold me. For her to take a long term lover with whom she can regularly make love.

Am I on the right track? Grateful for advice and thoughts of others here.