Hi,

I recently made a post about really being into the idea of being cucked by gf, I asked and we spoke and apparently its just not her thing.

Im not going to force her, its her choice as much as mine and im not going to try and convince her either. A choice is a choice and i've let her know im open if she ever wanted.

Moving forward however, we have had sex and im just finding myself struggling to enjoy it.

I didn't realise how much I liked it, until she confirmed she didn't and I dont really know what to do.

She doesn't want to roleplay or entertain the fantasy, not in a threatful way, just isn't something she enjoys at all.

How can I move past this and overcome not just the shame of asking but also my desire for this? Has anyone had a similar experience?

Thanks for all of the people who reached out and helped me build confidence to ask, but the answer wasn't the one.

Regardless, I think this is where my cuck fantasy closes and need help with closure!