To elaborate, I pay all the bills, work 2 jobs, do all the housework and do all the kids activities. My wife works but her paycheck goes to herself only. She goes shopping, out to eat with friends and what not while I work 2 jobs plus Uber eats/door dash to make ends meet and it’s still not enough and for some odd reason it turns me on that she treats me like this knowing it’s affecting my health.

So it’s either I’m a pushover, cuckold wanna be or my wife simply doesn’t care and is selfish about her needs. I try to implement a cuckold fantasy in the bedroom but she isn’t into it. Simply put, our bedroom can be really lame for the most part. At times it can be really great but I will say it’s about 99.9% boring.

In the bedroom it’s all about her needs. Eat my pussy, fuck me, cum on my pussy and lick me clean. So she is part of the way there but not willing to take it up a step with role-play or anything like that. At times she will finger my ass or fuck my ass with her dildo and she gets into that and rams my ass like a veteran porn star but it’s not often enough. She refuses to wear the dildo like a strap on but instead hold it in her hand or she will make me ride it. She says it’s “too much” to use it as a strap on even though I want to feel her hands on my hips as she plows my ass from the back even though I have begged for it before.

So given all this info, what steps can I take to at the very least get her to roleplay? She does love her huge dildo which is around 10” long and roughly 7” around so it’s a girthy monster and she takes it like a champ. She even takes it out of her pussy and has me suck it and then puts it back in, or as she rides it she will have be behind her licking her asshole and has me lick her dildo as she is riding it.

Everything is there for her… the degrading of me, the creampie eating, her ramming my ass like I’m a seasoned anal slut… what more do I need to do to take this to the next step and for her to not just give in and do it for me, but to actually have some type of interest in it?!?! I don’t want a pity fantasy for me, I want her to actually crave another man’s cock l!