My wife and I are moving my cuckolding up a level. We are currently looking for 1 or 2 long term guys. This will mean she should be regularly getting what she doesn’t get from me. I have always wanted her to properly get into this and take control of me and it now looks like I am getting my wish.

When we are fucking I have previously mentioned me going pussy free, it was a turn on for me but she didn’t really go for it and would ask me afterwards if I really meant it. She said although I am not what she needs sexually she needs it for the closeness.

She has got more into this and is now bringing it up herself and denying me is becoming a real turn on for her. It is now me asking her if she meant it. We have discussed out of bed and I have told her that I love her taking control like this and the idea of denial is really hot but I would miss the fucking. She says she is not sure but there may still be occasions when she lets me fuck her but these would be more limited and when she wants it. I’m so turned on by her taking control like this that I feel on a constant high. However I do like fucking her and feel I would miss the connection.

We have said we will keep talking so we don’t go down a direction one of us is uncomfortable with but how do I stop my turned on self from pushing in a direction I might not like?