okay so let me start this off by saying me and my girl are long distance, and we did try cucking, basically she didnt really meet any men or anything but she had me get my friends to dm her and she did hit it off with them alot. But they backfired and it did cause us to break up. I later learnt that she wasnt into it and didnt really respect the fetish so some months later were dating again now and ive taken that all into consideration and decided to keep my cuck fetish as a fetish, just something i can enjoy in my own time u know. thats what a relationships about if you love her you gotta compromise.Anyways fast forward to the the present we were on call chilling and she told me some guy dmd her, i made a comment about how if i was gay i could probably win a guy over before she could, she said ''wanna bet'' and i agreed, so we dmd the same guy in the intention of trying to win him over and get a D pic, the first one to get it was the winner, and she won. After she asked me if i was getting turned on by it and i lied and said no, scared she was testing me and that it would backfire on me, i mean i just got her back i dont want to ruin any chances with her. But i cant help but think that was the opposite of ''no cuck stuff'' that was wild for us both, what do you guys think this means? with her doing that challenge even saying we could do it again, and asking if i was turned on? maybe shes not into it but subconciously is? idk