In looking at videos of my wife and her dom i’ve noticed that sometimes, particularly when they are changing positions during an intense fucking, she looks at me almost with a vacant stare, as if she is looking at a piece of furniture, just for a second or two, and then she turns her head back towards him, her breathing like a dog panting after running. She looks lustfully at his big cock with her mouth open, in awe, as if she is a child about to be fed a big spoonful of ice cream, and she just stares at it with a look of worship and anticipation as he moves her into position. At that moment I feel like she has forgotten I am even there. Watching one of those videos again this morning I can’t explain or even fully understand the psychological impact that few seconds has on me.

Has anyone else experienced that?