Hey Reddit Fam,

I want to share something that's been on my mind, and I could really use your advice and perspective. My partner and I have been together for a long time, and about four years ago, our femdom relationship started evolving into a cuckold dynamic. I’ve always been submissive, and this transformation felt incredibly natural to me—almost like it was who I was meant to be.

For those who aren’t familiar with our story, we’ve been in a cuckold relationship for over a year now, and it’s been quite a journey. We took things slow, but we’ve made significant progress by our standards. When we started, we were a completely non-cuckold couple, but now, we’ve evolved into a full-fledged cuckold dynamic with a regular bull whom we meet once a month. Our sessions have intensified gradually, moving at a pace that felt comfortable for both of us. However, we’ve reached a stage where my wife’s bull regularly fucks her for hours at a time, leaving her literally sore afterwards. What’s more, she now craves that feeling even when she’s with me and wants to have sex.

Here’s where the challenge comes in: I’m significantly smaller than her bull, and my stamina isn’t anywhere close to his. He can go for hours, while I struggle to keep up. Recently, my wife has started denying me sex, especially after she’s been with him. She’s expressed that she doesn’t feel like having me inside her anymore, particularly after being with him. This has led to conversations about making these meetups more frequent and even discussions about making me permanently pussy-free.

She’s become very vocal about how much she enjoys his size and how little she feels when I’m inside her. She’s also been open about how much she loves seeing me humiliated. During our sessions, her bull makes me suck him, and he also fucks me. They keep me involved in various ways throughout the session, which I’m actually grateful for because I do enjoy serving them and being part of their pleasure. But recently, they’ve started spending more time alone together, talking a lot before, after, and even during sex.

Last weekend, for example, we went to a rooftop café, and because it wasn’t crowded, they got pretty bold. I was on lookout duty while they played with each other in public. He had his hands in her shirt the entire time, and they made out a lot. The thing is, there are so many aspects of our dynamic that we never planned for or even decided against, but they’ve started happening as we progress. Public displays of affection (PDA), for instance, were never part of our relationship, even as a couple, but she’s allowed her bull to engage in it.

Similarly, she always said she didn’t want to make me pussy-free or have her pussy stretched so much that she wouldn’t feel me anymore, but now she seems perfectly okay with it. Meeting her bull more frequently is another new development. It feels like things are evolving organically, but some of these changes are starting to scare me. The thought of not being able to feel anything when I’m inside my wife is terrifying. She’s even mentioned that eventually, I’ll be using a Fleshlight more often because her pussy will be too loose for me to feel. Since our first experience, we’ve had a number of encounters, and the difference in her reactions is clear. With her bf, she shakes and screams in ways she never does with me. She cums on his dicks without needing to ask if its fully hard, and that contrast cements my position as a tiny dick cuck. Just last night, while we were having sex, the difference was evident again. Sex with her is great, and we’re madly in love, but the noises she makes with me are just different. I constantly slip out, and she always asks if I’m fully hard, even when I’m at my maximum of 4.2 inches and close to cumming.

Despite all this, we’re closer than ever. Our love for each other has never been stronger, and I’m the one who’s initiated most of these changes. I genuinely love being humiliated and serving them, and the idea of being pussy-free turns me on. I know that might sound silly, but being a sissy cuck feels so right when we’re in that space. It’s like a part of me I was always meant to embrace. But seeing it actually happen is a different story—it scares the shit out of me. Cuckolding has become a very prominent part of who we are and our relationship. She even calls my penis miniscule and a clit, which, strangely, feels right to me.

So, I’m reaching out to understand—is this how these dynamics typically evolve? How does it stop, if it ever does? I’ve read so many stories on Reddit, and some of them feel so extreme. I know every couple is different, but I can’t help but wonder what track we’re on and where this might be heading. Any advice or insights would be deeply appreciated.