My boyfriend is really into emotional cuckolding where I pretend that I am in a relationship with my bull, treat him as such in public. My boyfriend has asked me to intentionally exclude him, not allow him to join, watch or even be there sometimes. I really enjoy the fun and freedom I have with my bull because of that and whenever my boyfriend is present it is fun to really lean into the romantic roleplay but alone... It feels dangerous. I don't know. I've told my boyfriend and he seems to understand and isn't pressing the issue as much anymore but it still comes up in our dirty talk. I just want to protect our relationship because I don't think we would be ready/open for polygamy.