My gf when we first started dating we were talking about kinks. I NEVER mentioned cucking but I think maybe a previous bf did because she went “you don’t want me to fuck other people do you?” I said no since I wasn’t as into the idea of cucking then. And she goes “good cause I’d break up with you if you did” Since then it’s been a few months.

We have a trip to Hawaii coming up and she’s been having me buy her the sluttiest dresses possible for each night we go out. When we talk during sex we both mention them sometimes but she always says she wants to be “slutty for me” and one time I replied and go “you could do that in lingerie though, so you like the attention” she denied it then we had sex the next day with basically the same conversation and she said she did like the attention. When I said “from who” she kept saying “everyone”

Then we drank and had similar sex/talk that night and pushed a bit further and said “from guys?” And she goes “mmhm, but only you get to fuck me, they get to see your slutty girlfriend though”

When we texted about it later she admitted she likes the idea of me fucking her angrily after seeing guys ogle her.

Yesterday right before sex she remembered I had a work trip around the time I was supposed to help paint her office. She goes “awh now you won’t be there. Someone else might have to help since I’ll be a damsel in distress”

For some reason this SENT ME. Instantly hard. I think it was the damsel in distress part which made it seem (in my head) like: “how could I not flirt with/fuck someone since you weren’t here to help, I literally can’t help myself” Which is why I think I might be into cucking now. I sarcastically went “would you really let someone?” And she said no and she’d ask them to leave/be mean to them if they ask.

Today, I texted her and told her it was some of the best sex we’ve had yesterday. I told her it was something she said and she made me tell her what. I told her she’d think it’s weird and she said she wouldn’t since she literally asks me to call her mommy. Eventually I told her how that comment got me super horny and basically texted her “jealousy=horny, kind of like the dresses”

She replies and goes “YOURE A MONSTER. I love it” “you shouldn’t keep that from me.” “You’re soooo hot for that” “it’s giving angry territorial fuck vibes” “it’s too hot” then she admitted she kind of said it on purpose.

After that she got suspicious and said it seemed like I wanted her to fuck other people. I kept saying no but she didn’t believe me. Now she says she mostly does believe me. She said: “You better not WANT PEOPLE TO FUCK ME OR THAT IS KINDA WEIRD”

When I said “wdym kinda” she said “Those guys who wants to see his gf get banged. And by kinda I mean extremely unacceptable”

When I reassured and said that we’ve already talked about it, I reminded her I said no at the very start and she said she’d break up with me if I ever admitted it she said “you’re into it. Oh my god you are. Wtf” and “…I’m not going to leave you”

After some back and forth I kept saying I wasn’t. I don’t like her going out to bars so I said “wouldn’t I let you go to bars alone if I wanted you to do that..” and then she started believing me.

Then I replied to one of the earlier messages when she said I was so hot for wanting to fuck her out of jealousy and said “oh so you’re probably gonna do stuff like that on purpose so I fuck you more aren’t ya” and she goes “Shut up dummy, I wouldn’t do that on purpose, kinda already did when I said that last night though lol. So maybe I would :)”

After she said “maybe I would” I instantly got hard. I reacted with a heart emoji and told her I wanted to fuck her and she goes “fuck. You’re everything I want”

So I have a few questions.

1. Does this mean I’m a cuck?
2. Is it possible to just get off of jealousy/her flirting but not actually fucking anyone
3. Does it sound like she maybe wants to cuck me but is scared to admit it?