So my wife and I had messed with only females for a long time then I finally asked her one day about men, wanting to explore my bisexuality as well, the first one was nerve racking and he was also gay and more geared towards me and the second I was suppose to be the cuck after long discussions and fighting the fears of the first time, after short lived our kid walked in and I panicked and it ruined it all for me. Now it’s hard for me to think about her with me. Again I love it when she tells me she wants to fuck other men while we are playing but the after and the search and her looking and talking to them trigger me. She craves dominance which I do not do well enough for her and I want to give those things to her but picturing her with other men and thinking about it not while in the act just scared me. I know all these things come with it being new and re-training your brain but how did you all start off or what helps other than just reassurance? I want to give this to her but my emotions get in the way (fear).