Soooo it happened! After months of discussion, we invited a mature guy we personally knew to our house.

It is literally the best experience we've had since the start of our relationship. Fell in love with her for the second time :p

But the thing is, we're usually very serious in our day to day life. We own a business together. So small arguments do happen daily on business decisions.

So after her session with the guy, we cuddled and had a lovely time just chatting with him, thanking him and planning for the next time. I told her how much I love her and how beautiful she looked with him, you know the usual romantic words.

Then....the guy went home. And it's back to being serious again, I don't know how to explain it... But it feels awkward. Like it's back to normal again, but we both know that we invited a guy over.

The best way I can put it is.... Like when sex is done, but what we did was so outrageous that it makes us feel awkward? How do you solve that feeling?