I think this is a fairly common fantasy for cuckolds to have. But I really love the thought of my wife’s bull taking the opportunity that he’s given with her and really taking it so much farther.

One of the biggest turn on for me in this lifestyle is feeling jealousy when I see my wife with someone else. I’m not really sure that all bulls completely understand this dynamic, and how much it can pull the cuckold in deeper, supporting the relationship instead of trying to stop it.

Sure, the normal reaction for most men is to try to stop their wife from developing a relationship with another man. Most men when they feel jealousy will try to confront the other man or somehow stop things from continuing or advancing beyond where they currently are. But not me.

I love feeling the jealousy and that pain in the pit of my stomach when I see the chemistry between them is so strong. I know that seeing them kiss with such passion means that there is a real flame and what is happening that may quickly spiral out of my control. When I watch them in these intimate moments, I can instinctively tell that this man is getting inside of my wife’s head. I can tell that her emotions and his are becoming intertwined in a way that lovers do when a relationship is new and exciting.

This sort of deep connection makes their lovemaking even better, and makes me insanely jealous.

But I have learned to crave watching them in that lingering final embrace before he has to leave at the end of the night or in the morning. That stabbing pain I feel deep inside watching my wife look into another man’s eyes that way.

It’s like an addiction. I know I am playing with fire, but I just can’t bring myself to stop it.

I love seeing that connection between them and the look they give each other as they tease each other, removing each other‘s clothes. Hungry to feel skin on skin. hungry to make love again as lovers too. To make their connection even deeper while I watch, jealous, doing nothing to stop them.

Jealousy is a drug.