This is me asking for help from experienced cucks who are in the lifestyle and have been for years.

My girlfriend is very open to the idea of making me her cuck, but she says she won’t do it unless I’m 100% onboard. The fantasy has been around for years but when thinking about the reality of it makes me withdraw from the idea.

Last night she got mad with me while we were having a conversation, this activated her dominant side and she told me this weekend I’m taking her out to find a bull wether I like it or not. She even said if she found someone they’d be doing it in my car while I drove them around.

She didn’t relent so I began thinking she may be serious and ready to take the next step which then gave me a severe anxiety attack out of the blue.

I’m looking for support from you guys who are in the lifestyle, I need to dive deeper into the cuck mindset because I do know that she wants it.