So we’ve been slowly talking more about maybe jumping into this lifestyle over the last 6 or so months. It’s been revealed in conversations recently that my girl really wants to have me watch her get destroyed by someone much bigger than me while he teases and bullies me while she says things like “stooopppp don’t talk to him like that”.

I told her how hot I think that would be and she’s gone further calling me a cuck in conversations and teasing me about how other men could treat her better. Very sexy stuff. I feel like we’re getting close to starting to branch out to involve other people in this maybe starting with just online conversations and I wanted to know what’s the best way to start dipping our toes in.

I am still at the end of it all afraid that post nut clarity will ruin the entire experience for me and I want to avoid that