My Wife of 20 years has recently shared snippets of her past. She told me that just before we got married when she was overseas on a Contiki trip that one of the guys walked her back to her room after dinner, she said they got to the door and kissed but nothing else happened.

I said to her that I believe a lot more happened and I tell her that she expects me to believe that 2 young horny people in a foreign country just kissed. I tell her what I think happened, and she gets really wet. I tell her how much her getting it on with this guy turns me on. She always goes all quiet, like she wants to tell me more, but then fobs me off and tells me it’s all in my head.

Is it all in my head, why can’t I let it go why do I want it to be true?