I'm M29 and my girlfriend is F26.

I'm here to ask you for advice on how to keep the momentum going, if you have any ideas or recommendations, or even to tell me your opinion if being a hotwife would turn my girlfriend on.

The first time we talked about this LS was on my initiative, we've been together for 3 years, and at the beginning of the second year, while we were making love, I said to her "imagine we're fucking on a balcony and people in the distance can see us", which turned her on terribly.

Since then, we've had lots of sex, talked about fantasies, threesomes, with 2 women, 2 men, but jealousy and bad thoughts caught up with my girlfriend for several months, where she suffered an internal battle between the ecstatic moments she experienced in bed orgasming while we talked about another cock or another pussy, and her "conscious" mind outside sex that made her feel guilty for having such fantasies.

Over the last 2 months, the discussion has calmed down, I've reassured her, but life events have meant that we haven't talked about it afterwards, there's only good things, but we haven't talked about it for several weeks.

And this week while we were making passionate love, I turned her around doggy-style, started putting a finger in her pussy, then two, then 3 (the maximum I'd put in since we've been together) she moaned and said "fuck me with your cock, I want your cock" but I put my fourth finger in, and then.... she was no longer telling me to fuck her, but to continue what I was doing with my 4 fingers, she was moaning so loud, she was screaming, sweating, she couldn't speak, I was saying "look at me" but she couldn't, her eyes were spinning, and I softly heard a "I'm going to have a fucking orgasm" and she came so hard.

The next day she confessed to me that she felt dirty, a "whore" that her pussy could spread so wide to accommodate 4 fingers, I didn't think it possible "I find it very big, I feel dirty, like a mere hole" I reassured her that I liked it, and she confessed to me that she liked it too, she told me before going to bed "your hand is going to haunt me all night and all day".

And today I was putting 4 fingers again in her, she screamin a lot and had a big orgasm, some minutes after I put again 4 fingers in her but she had a huge pain, we had to stop, it tore her up a bit, she told me she loved it but that it hurt her a lot. In fact, during sex, all she said to me was things like "I'm yours, I'm your slut, all yours", so I couldn't see myself talking to her about another cock.

What do you think? Personally, it really turned me on and got me thinking about our fantasy of including other guy, but maybe she didnt think about that ?

Do you think this practice made her think of another cock or made her want to go further?

I'd love to hear your thoughts and recommendations on the LS path for my relationship. ❤️