So wondering if any others are in this boat or something similar.

We haven’t actually gone through with sharing her yet, but it’s likely just a matter of time and us being ready.

That said, has anyone else been conditioned or programmed to only come a certain way? I’m pretty much pussyfree now and feel like I’m conditioned.

95/100 orgasms since last August have been hand sex, and for most … this is really humiliating… I sniff/lick her feet or armpits.

Sometimes I get a “special treat” of sniffing her pussy or her peeing on my little dick while I jerk it.

She also has some videos of a previous well-endowed FWB. Sometimes I’m only permitted to come while sniffing her feet and watching her getting fucked or servicing his cock.

Neither of us set out to do this or planned it, it just seems to have happened.

She’s always very sweet to me, even as she delivers a good bit of sph … she is genuinely disappointed with my dick. She just makes it feel so wholesome and makes me feel like it’s ok. She will even say things like “this is how little boy peepees get to make a cummie” and she’ll kiss me very sweetly. Sometimes afterward she’ll pull me to her breast to nurse … was never into this before.

When I get horny, I now crave sniffing her feet or armpits. It’s pretty humiliating but I can’t help it. Sometimes now she’ll ask me “you need to sniff my feet don’t you” then I do an come right away.

I want it and I like it. But, I’m struggling a little with being programmed to come this way.

Have any wives or cucks dealt with something like this? How long did it take to get past the shame or just be ok with it?