Easily one of my favorite parts of the whole experience is the period just after everyone cums. Everyone is pleased, everyone is in their place, everyone is riding the high of the hottest kink out there.

I’ve noticed that the afterglow is different for everyone. This is how it goes in our dynamic.

My hotwife according to her feels “sleepy most of the time” haha. We typically play on Fridays and good dick for a few rounds is enough to knock her out. Psychologically she says that she feels fulfilled and loved by me. We worked hard to get where we are in the dynamic and she understands that this is about our love. I also asked her about how she feels about the dynamics between her and I and our bulls. We decided that it’s something like skydiving or driving a supercar fast. We are extremely picky about bulls more on that later. But in short play for us is an adrenaline rush with a physical specimen of a bull, who uses us for pleasure while we use him for our pleasure. The rush of taming something so powerful for pleasure excites her and I. When we all finish my hotwife can lay there in the mess of a bed perfectly relaxed being held and wrapped in love after being rewarded with orgasm after orgasm from studs who lust after her perfect body.

Our bulls get to ride the high of being a man powerful enough to conquer a married woman in front of her husband. The high of being so sexually powerful that another man can only watch in awe as he performs. The high of knowing that the woman of someone’s dreams is his Friday night pregame before going out. Right when we all finish and their dicks are still semi hard soaked in my hotwife’s lust our bulls are like they just scored the winning TD in the Super Bowl. They are the man and everyone is in awe of their performance.

As the cuck I still experience emotions as strong as the first time. All the jealousy all the lust all the confusion all the awe all the humiliation all the happiness and all the love. I see my hotwife and the Bull smiling at each other sharing the knowing looks and laughs that only those who fuck each other share and I feel the sharp pain of jealousy in the best way. I feel all the lust in the world for my hotwife the competition kicks in and even in postnut clarity I lust to reclaim her. I feel the waves of confusion wondering why I enjoy so much seeing another man conquer my hotwife. I feel a tremendous sense of awe towards our bulls and my hotwife. I still don’t understand how some men can be that large and in shape and handsome it’s not fair lol. I still don’t understand how sex can be the way that it is between them. Even after seeing it again and again I can’t comprehend how people can fuck like that so primal. I feel so humiliated being skinny and small downstairs having to find masculine men to fuck her when I can only make love. I feel all the happiness of getting to enjoy this life with my perfect hotwife. I feel all the love between my hotwife and I. We feel unbelievably close after each encounter. We hold each other we plan our weekend we discuss what just occurred and we enjoy each other like teenagers enjoying their first love.

Just wanted to share some feelings and hear if anyone had any other thoughts and feelings!