We don’t live the hotwife lifestyle, but we definitely dabble and when we do we go all in. Just a average late 30’s professional couple with kids next door. She’s a very attractive and charismatic woman who doesn’t usually have a hard time attracting some really perfect guys, very milfy! We started with hotwife stuff and have explored the swinger scene, but usually have the best experiences with hotwife. I have always encouraged her to pursue and explore what makes her feel good, I genuinely get off to that!

What I find challenging from a pure selfish ego standpoint is that once she’s developed some trust and admiration for a “bull”, there is no denying she prefers to play solo. I totally embrace this, I share that it makes me jealous, but in a great way. I just can’t help but crave more than what she gives, but please don’t take this as a big complaint. I certainly don’t want to spoil good things and no lines have really been crossed, I just crave more; more of what I’m not quite sure, but I’m definitely hooked on exploring this kinky stuff.

This main guy treats her exactly how she likes, a touch of passionate affection with a heavy dose of using her like white slutwife fuck toy. He’s black, a a bit older, very tall and has a truly enormous cock. He’s nearly perfect from our standpoint, but lacks great people skills. To him, I’m just a required inclusion, his only interest is using my wife. True or not, he profoundly states she is his favorite wife… this might sound gross to some, bud he’s definitely proud and enjoys being a black man with a huge cock, he enjoys the subtle race taboo, safe to say it’s mutual all around. He’ll record stuff without issue, but we’re not a chummy as I’d hope and I guess that’s what bothers my ego just a bit.

This is what being cucked is, but it’s exactly what I’ve fantasized about for many years. I never knew what I was signing up for, but here I am. How crazy am I!!?