Some of us may have had “unintentional” cucking moments either recently or in the past that at the time confused us, angered us, or made us jealous. These are moments when your gf or wife said something that could be construed as “cuckish” but wasn’t necessarily meant to be, or something “cuckish” happened involving you and her that was unintentional. Once these moments have passed, our cuck mind revisits them and they now turn us on. I thought it would be fun to share one of my moments to start:

Back in college I had a gf. We were completely monogamous and had never talked about any lifestyle dynamic involving another male. The thought never crossed my mind, and I hadn’t had a great track record with trusting relationships, so I was a bit insecure and cautious to even think of introducing another male into our relationship. Id never seen any cuck type of porn, nor even thought that was a thing at that time. Sometimes my gf would hang out with a group of male friends and one or two other girls and I’d go out with my friends. I had met most of these guys and they were cool and I didn’t have any worries but I didn’t have any interest hanging out with my gf and her group. As we got more serious, I became a little more insecure as she was being pursued by other guys and her ex. Plus she was really cute and bubbly. People loved being around her. Noticing this and being more insecure and jealous, I started questioning her “hang outs” with her guy friends to myself. I didn’t say anything until one night as she was getting ready to go out. This time the girls weren’t going. I didn’t have plans myself and I was too proud to ask her to stay back with me. Anticipating a long anxious night of waiting for her to get home, I started thinking more about what they were going to do “hanging out.” She didn’t drink, and was pretty innocent/naive so my nerves got the best of me wondering what could my little gf possibly enjoy hanging out with a bunch of dudes so I broke down and asked her. She said they were going to a bar and she’d just sit there and talk. I replied, “well don’t do anything wrong with these guys.” This was the first time I really showed any insecurity or jealousy which made me feel vulnerable. Well, she also surprisingly out of character shot back with a smile, “like suck their dicks?” I nervously laughed it off but was burning inside. Needless to say, that was an excruciatingly long night with all these scenarios going through my head. My mindset, many years later turned me on thinking about that “unintentional” cucking moment.