I (20M) and my girlfriend (20F) have been attending separate colleges 4 hours apart for about a year now, we have had several threesomes which we only have positive things to say about. Our experience in sharing each other is none the less exciting. Recently I have been feeling a strong urge to watch her have sex with someone without me present. I have encouraged her to scout around her college as she likes to go to lots of parties. I have always been present and always involved when sharing my girlfriend. we have set boundaries which she set herself. We also have videos from our past threesomes which I very often watch and favor the parts of her and the male alone. Would it be the same experience without me there?

My concerns 1. Her not being open about her wanting to do it 100%, I feel she may be stepping out her comfort zone to please me even though she says she isn’t

Her concern 1. Concerned it will be hard to explain to guys that she has a boyfriend who wants a recording of them

If there is anything I’m forgetting to consider do please inform me!

Ps I didn’t know how to refer to cucking otp, just mean receiving videos of her and someone else without being present