My wife has been cuckolding me for the past year so far with 3 different men. She had been getting more into it and I am encouraging her to embrace and enjoy the “nastier” part of her role including denial of things she will readily do with her lovers. I am finding this turns me on a lot, particularly her enjoyment of doing things that could be considered hurtful towards me. She has been reluctant but I have pushed. This started with no longer putting my cock in her mouth (she will give it a tiny kiss). She is quite happy to deny me this and it has been this way for the last 6 months. She is happy to say she will never suck it again. Although I miss this it turns me on to be denied when she will readily do it with her lovers. She still wants me to fuck her even though I have never given her an orgasm this way. She likes the intimacy with me but not the sex itself. I like it but I am finding I also get very turned on by being denied. So last night when she returned from being fucked I insisted I didn’t deserve it and even though she asked several times I kept it to a hand job. I have also been making her say that it is big cocks only for her pussy and that my penis’s place is in her hand.

She gets turned on by denial and says she still wants me to fuck her but it will be when she says. And when I do I might have to wear a condom.

That is exciting but I am feeling being totally pussy free more of a turn on. If I push this I may end up being pussy free forever which may be a regret.

Has anybody been down this path already and advice on whether totally pussy free is the best option.