Girlfriend is out on a date right now and I almost forgot how anxious I get just waiting. Sometimes I'm at work and have distractions but being at home, I just go crazy thinking about what she's up to.

Even though she's meeting strangers for dates and I know that it's likely nothing sexual will happen yet, the chances are still not zero, so I'm just eager, anxious, jealous, and horny all at the same time.

Things I could do or will do:
* clean up the place so my GF is happy. Maybe she'll invite the guy back here or be more encouraged to invite a future guy back home if it's very neat and spotless.
* consume cuckold media and masturbate.
* play video games as distraction (ever heard of the meme with the cuckold boyfriend playing the Nintendo Switch while his GF goes out to get fucked by other men?)
* text my girl relentlessly for updates because I'm either feeling angst or just excitement. I can't wait to see her and talk about what she did. 99% chance nothing happened though since she's still feeling him out. She only has one friend right now who she's comfortable letting inside her. I hope that number grows soon. 🤞