So me and my ex we’re together about three years we were engaged, and we broke up about a year ago. She was absolutely beautiful and stunning. We were in the hotwife/cuckold life style for about 2 years. It was amazing. I have shared her with 4 different bulls.

The current woman I am with that meet about a year half ago that is a stripper. I’m seeing not really any kind of a relationship more of a FWB. She hotwife for me. This woman is extremely sexy and it has an incredible, body and is very beautiful to. I’ve shared her probably with 6 Bulls.

The thing is I videotape each time they get fucked both of them and the new girl for some reason it’s just not the same as my ex fiancé. I don’t have the same excitement. I don’t get turned on the way that I do with the ex. Excitement is not there. I mean it’s cool it’s something to do to watch the stripper. I have the video tapes of my new friend and sometimes I watch them but most of the time I just jerk off to my exes video tapes of her getting fucked.

I don’t know why it is like this I would like to move on from my ex by watching her and fighting bulls, for the fuck is always on my mind even though we’re broken up. but I think was going on is that I’m still in love with ex. And that’s why I prefer watching her videos, and her getting fucked compared to a new girl. But I have no idea, so I’d love to hear some insight.