It was early college and one of my best friends had just started dating a girl. I was single and she had a lot of friends she said she could try to set me up with. One of them was a gorgeous red head. We met at a party and had some good conversation. Kept chatting online for about a week. I knew I was going to see her at a party coming up and I planned to ask her out then. However, she acted a little cool toward me and was texting quite a bit. It was a loud and crowded party and I didn’t think the atmosphere was right to ask her out.

The following day I messaged her to say I was sorry it was hard to talk and that we should just go out to coffee at some point. I never heard back…. Next time I hung out with my friend he told me he’d heard that she was probably already hooking up with a different guy she’d been talking with.

Fast forward a couple weeks and I overhear at a party my friend’s girlfriend (the one who had tried to hook me up with this girl) talking about it. She was saying that apparently her friend had chose this other guy entirely cause he was black and hung and really aggressive in bed….

So that was humiliating and made me angry and jealous, but after a while of thinking about it I found it also turned me on. For quite sometime after that I’d jerk off to the idea of them together. I think it turned me on to know she was going after the best sex available to her.