For a few years now my biggest fantasy has been getting cucked by my beautiful younger wife. I masturbate over the thought. I read erotic literature and watch porn related to cuckold. I chat to bulls about her and share her pictures. We even dirty talk about it when we have sex. It turns me on so much that in all occasions I cum much quicker than when I'm thinking about something else. The problem is the post nut clarity hits me with a wave of regret and nervousness about it becoming a reality.

My wife has just agreed to fuck another guy for the first time and all we need to do is arrange it. I'm really excited about the potential but I'm scared that after I cum while watching (I'm certain I will) I'll absolutely hate what's going on.

Has anyone been in this position and what's your advice?