This whole thing was my fault. It had been a fantasy of mine for many years. Getting cucked by a black guy and humiliated. I could never get her to take that step to start talking to another guy and letting things naturally progress. For the ten years we were married we didn’t talk about my fantasy. Then about two years ago, a young guy we knew from our neighborhood came and worked with us and flirted with her a lot. At the time we were going through a pretty serious dry spell. We hadn’t had sex in a year. Then she started talking about how hot it would be if her and him fucked. And finally, she did it. Now she has absolutely zero interest in my penis. She’s bbc only. She told me she thinks she never had an orgasm with me. He made her squirt. He also does a thing where he’s carrying her and fucking her and she goes absolutely wild. I’ve never seen her like this before and I thought I knew everything about her. She’s making sounds that I’ve never heard before. I’ve created a monster I thought, that’s around the time we found out she was pregnant again at 42. I had a vasectomy years ago. I thought we were done having kids. What’s our family or our two older sons going to say when the they see the babies are black.