I’m 42 and my wife is 43. My wife and I been together since I was 27. We have 2 sons who are 9 & 10. After kids and being married for over 10 years our sex life really dried up. We tried a few different things to spice it up like swingers parties, MFF threesomes, public sex, but nothing worked. I jerked off instead of having sex with her most of the time. She knew I really wanted to be cucked but she really wasn’t in to it for years. All of the sudden about 2 years ago one of the guys who worked for me liked to flirt with her. He was 18 and we knew him from our neighborhood. He was very big and a little aggressive. We talked about how hot it would be if she fucked him. We did some role playing about this and got her a huge dildo. It was so hot. Meanwhile he was still flirting with her. I acted offended but I was so turned on that that I kept him even though he was a terrible worker. My wife eventually fucked him and said it was the greatest sex of her life. She hasn’t touched my penis in the two years since. He living in our neighborhood started fucking her regularly. Then she got pregnant. I was in shock and even more shocked to learn she was happy about it. This caught me completely off guard. I thought they would have been using protection. Also I didn’t think at 43 my wife would be very fertile. Then I find out it’s going to be twins. I had no idea how I was going to explain having two black babies to my other kids, family, and friends. We went with the story that we had a midlife crisis and used a sperm donor to have two more kids. Most people didn’t believe it because some had seen Lamar at our house. Also most of my family and friends knew I had a vasectomy and remembered how I was so relieved that our kids were getting older and more independent. I made fun of other friends for having kids later in life. I pitied them and all the work they had to do. Now our whole lives were turned upside down. The twin have taken over the house with all their stuff. The crying can be heard 20 hours a day. Being a parent is 10 times harder this second time around. My two sons were so easy. They slept the whole night, no colic, regular formula was no problem. The girls, not so lucky. They still only sleep an hour or two a night. 😫😭🙏