Like most women, I had no idea about this lifestyle until my husband brought it up to me. After a lot of hesitation on my part (Is he trying to find a reason to get rid of me? Is this so he has an excuse to cheat?) I finally decided to trust him and took the plunge. Since then I've had a string of steady bulls and casual encounters, and I've been happily cucking my hubby for years. For us, the reality was even better than the fantasy and dirty talk.

There's one piece that has stayed a fantasy, though. My husband likes to dirty talk about me being "bred" by one of my bulls. At first I thought it was gross for a number of reasons, but over the years I started to be turned on by the idea. It's been a shared fantasy for years now, but we're in a place now where I have an opportunity to pull the trigger so to speak...

I want to talk with somebody who has *actually* gone through with it either deliberately or accidentally. Not somebody pretending to shill their OF. Not a guy roleplaying as his wife. Not anybody criticizing my choices. If you've done it *and you can prove it* please PM me, I have questions for you.

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I've thought about all the real-world implications, those are some of the reasons I thought it was gross at first. But then I had a pregnancy scare (IUD dislodged and went unnoticed for a couple months) while I was seeing several bulls. It was scary, and then hot (first time the real pregnancy idea was arousing for me), and then after the dopamine wore off hubby and I started making plans over the course of several days. It wasn't scary or hot at that point, it just felt normal like with my other kids. It turned out to be a false alarm. If it hadn't felt normal after the initial scare and following wave of arousal, if it hadn't still felt OK after days of planning, I wouldn't be considering it today. But my IUD needs to be replaced soon and I'm considering just... removing it and enjoying the risk.