My wife and I have been married for one year. We are both Muslim. I told her early on that I am okay with her flirting with other guys or talking with or about her ex-boyfriends or being very direct about what she likes. I started telling her that imagining her with other men was a turn-on. I told her I was interested in the cuckold lifestyle. She looked it up and told me that one of her best friends and her husband are part of that lifestyle and that she was always curious about it.

The wife told me she wanted to know what the dynamic felt like of having a husband, and a boyfriend or love her on the side that she can be completely vulnerable with and have a strong emotional connection. So she started flirting with her ex-boyfriend. The wife told me that I was her preference for what she looks for in a husband but her sexual preference and what turns her on more than anything was white men. In particular white men over 6 ft, atletic, fit and that she describes them, hunky and big.

In the meantime, I was showing her pictures off, to all my best friends, and to people online because I got off on knowing how horny other guys got for her and knowing they wanted to fuck her.

When her and I would have sex, she would start telling me that she was imagining it was her ex-boyfriend, or she would tell me she was imagining it with other guys. She started telling me about how she belongs to white men and only. And anytime we are out I love the way she starts flirting with other men. And when it's a white man that's her taste, it's like she forgets I'm even next to her and I love that.

About 2 days ago I was asleep in the wife started going through my phone, and she literally went through my entire phone and saw all the pictures I have of her, all the tributed pictures guys had sent me of her, with their cocks on her pictures, read all the vulgar messages that my friends and other guys send each other when talking about her. She was very hurt and sad, but only because I did not tell her that I was doing this sooner and that she had to find out about going through my phone and she says she'll be okay and that I need to be patient and she's going to end up finding a guy that she can have fun with.