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Hey y'all, I'd just like to take some time to explain how my wife and I finally came to the conclusion that a cuckold style relationship would legitimately be the key to our marriage being so much brighter. We got married just before covid in 2020 and we've been together since 2017, but we've known each other for 11 years now. In 2021 we started noticing issues in the bedroom department and a year after that we finally found ourselves a bull for her to enjoy and other one last year. This year by far has been the best in regards to just how well this situation is working for us, everything is perfect and we couldn't be happier so I wanted to explain how all this came to be and how we maintain an amazing relationship as a result of all this.

For context I grew up moderately religious, I was saving myself for marriage so I properly lost my virginity to my wife when we got married in 2020. I'd made out with 2 girls at separate times once in my teens then in college but that was really it, none of those relationship lasted longer than a year. As you might imagine, my wife was not a virgin at the time that we got married, instead losing her virginity at 15 and having a few of boyfriends which she had intercourse with as couples regularly do.

I think it's important that I emphasize the importance of the the emotional connection that my wife and I had which creates the perfect dissonance when we realized I couldn't fulfill her sexual needs. It's important to have someone that genuinely cares for you if you genuinely value a loving relationship outside of sex. This whole kink is fulfilling for us but we legitimately have a strong love for each other, and that's the backbone of this whole situation. If none of us had a sex drive, we would still be together because of the history and authentic romance we have with each other. Having that trust between us let's this happen and having such a deep connection is what makes it so humiliating and arousing to see another man providing such an intense and intimate experience for her in an area where I fall short, and area I could never deliver.

We initially became very good friends and had a very on and of innocent flirting thing going on when we were young and related to so many things on levels a lot of people can't. We finally decided that we wanted to actually be with each other as we'd never felt such a way about another person. All this time, everything was very sweet and playful, and I explained to her that I wanted to wait until we got married for us to engage in full on sex. Because of the nature of our relationship she completely understood and was perfectly glad to wait with me. She was very kind about it the whole 3 years and would constantly express to me how excited she was to be intimate with me since we we're so incredibly close.

I remember at this point in time feeling a slight sense of anxiety. I too was excited but I had concerns about how our first time would play out. One big concern I had is that she had lived on the east coast of Canada while growing up. For context, many of the men over there are upward of at least 5'10 in height while averaging at about 6 feet tall. I'm not particularly short but I am in fact a smaller. As you might imagine, I wasn't concerned with the height but I was concerned with what these men have been carrying. I hardly measure out at 5 inches length and it's easy to imagine these men were far beyond that. I won't disclose our current location but we are currently in southern Ontario and this is where I met her as I'd always lived here. We'd become good friends here she moved back east temporarily and she was in another relationship at that time. When she moved back here we decided that we wanted to finally be together and we started dating.

In 2020 we got married, we had an absolutely beautiful wedding in the snowy winter and had a cozy ballroom for the rest of the the day. I'd never been happier in my life. I cannot stress how important it is to have a strong connection with someone if you want to have a cuckold experience and not lose that person in the matter. This was a connection like nothing else we'd experienced.

During our honeymoon we had finally had our first time together. This was point blank my first time having sex. To see the woman you love so dearly naked for the first time is something so special. I'd known her for so long and I felt gifted to see every part of her, she's stunning. This was more than enough to have me erect and we went at it. People always claim that the first time is awkward or that the man may finish too quickly, but it was a pleasant experience for both of us. She led me a bit of course as she was more experienced and although things weren't perfect, it was still amazing. I last for about 13 minutes with frequent pauses so at the time I felt very proud.

This is where things started to take a turn for the worst (at the time). About a year into the marriage, locked home, I discovered messages on her phone with her friend that were sexual in nature and they were discussing about intimacy with their husbands. It's important to mention that while I am now very excited at the idea of humiliation, back then I was mortified to hear that I in anyway fell short of bringing her pleasure. I can't remember the context of the dialogue but I read a message where she described the sensation of her past boyfriend as "massaging every wall of her insides". That stuck with me and it was a strong emotional blow as I started to realize I might not be offering everything the needs.

I brought this up to her in kind aproached manner and she apeared very guilty and saddened that I read the way she felt and she was trying to console me, assuring me that I was enough for her and that she was so sorry for me. We had a super long conversation and when we conluded, flat out asked her how she perceived my size in that area. What got me was that she started the stament by assuring me that she loves me and that broke me because I knew what i was going to hear. I specifically and clearly remember her word for word saying "it's too small for my husband" while she put her hand on my hand. I can't begin to explain the emotional turmoil this sent me down. She was remorseful when she said this but it was level of shame and inadequacy i never thought i could feel. She explained she was unintentionally disappointed when we had our first time and she realized she married a smaller snake for the rest of her life. She felt sad because she loves me and wasnt going to end it over just that but claimed she felt dread knowing she would never get what she needs.

I knew she loved me but i could not get the image out of my head of another man giving her everything. I almost felt like we had divorced, it was legitimate heartbreak. I didn't think i could feel that while being married to the love of my life and the best friend I've ever had.

About a year after some healing we were doing better. We never had any problems but i was simply sadden by this and she felt very remorseful about the fact that she felt the way she did. We tried to make things work in that area until one day I flat out asked her if she (physically) missed any of her old boyfriends. At this point we were very honest with our feelings as we both expected to hear what we heard. She mentioned she missed how her second last boyfriend felt. This is not the one of the east coast but another who is also married and moved closer to our area. It was around this time I started to develop a kink around the idea of seeing another man use her. These were only images in my head but the idea of seeing her satisfied is naturally erotic to me but I was still combating the emotional turmoil that comes with that. When I realized that I enoyed the emotional dissonance, I asked her she wanted to maybe try talking to him. I'd always heard of the concpet of someone having someone else to physically satisfy one partner to maintain a healthy marriage with the person you actually love. I always thought this was completely bullshit but knowing the bond that her and i have, it was finally an idea that entered my mind.

While she was getting in contact with him i did more research on the dynamics of a cuckold marriage. She got in touch with him and, honestly, fate has a way of aligning itself with those who want it, because his marriage happened to be open in nature. When my wife told me this i felt a mixture of both fear and excitement. I fully realized there was a man out there who wanted to fuck my wife and who was available to do it. Not only was this some random guy but someone who we both knew was for more gifted in that area than I.

Months went by and the 4 of us agreed to a dinner date with intention of trying things out at the end of the day. It really is a scary thing to meet with a man that has it for your wife. Our date went very well and I was surprised at how normal our conversations felt among us all. This man was notably bigger than me in stature so I had to assume he was also bigger in other ways. At the end of the day we returend to their place and this man's wife has agreed to the conditions. She didn't sit and watch but I on the other hand chose to enter the room with him and my wife.

To know that someone else wants your wife is one thing but to see it happen before your eyes is another thing. Seeing her get naked infront of him and having him touch her like she was his property was byfar one of most humiliating and arousing things i had ever felt. Seeing him ontop of her was scary. She pulled down his pants for him while on the bed and I was instantly reminded that he might be bigger in size. I could see that he was but i only fully grasped how much bigger he was when he insetered it in her. I heard make sounds i never heard her make. The sound of clapping too was so intesne. I had never brought my wife to orgasm but i knew when saw it. I held her hand through it. It was later explained to me that she had a cervical orgasm, something that would be physicality impossible for me to give her because of my size. This session last about an hour, she had trouble collecting herself together when it was over. I felt this wave of jelousy that i strangely enjoyed. It was clear from that point on that this was gonna be an on going thing, and to this day, we have that couple as a designated bull for my wife.

Last year we found ourselves another long term bulll for her to enjoy. Everyone wins in this scenario and I wouldn't have it any other way.