So it's hard to Figure out where to start. I met this girl in Hawaii while I was stationed there and next thing you know we were married. Things were great. Had a very awesome relationship. I've always been into the idea and 3 Somes and inviting men into the bed with us. We definitely experienced a few great encounters as well! But after my 3rd deployment when I came home I just sensed something was off. While she was sleeping I went through her phone..... I found videos of her with multiple different guys. I didn't know what to do. She video Taped herself doing a 3 some with 2 dudes. Met multiple men and recorded everything. I felt so horrible..... but I also felt so aroused. Like I said I've always been into MFM. But this was different. I actually liked what I was seeing. I sent all of the videos to myself. After a week I finally got the nerve to say something. And from there it all went down hill. We divorced. We moved to different states. But I can't stop watching the videos. Am I a cuck now? I still love MFM. I do it with my current girlfriend now. What do yiu guys think?