I was with a girl for 10 years, but we were both alcoholics and shitty people. She ended up cheating while very drunk and I left her, though we stayed "friends" and kept hooking up. We're both sober now, and I'm thinking of getting back together with her but telling her I want to share her.

I already told her that I was into being cucked shortly after we broke up, but I was really drunk at the time and told her later that I wasn't into it and that I was just ina weird place after the breakup. When I told her, she seemed neither for nor against the idea. She said she didn't really think I would actually be cool with seeing her do that, but didn't say she herself was against the idea. I kind of got the vibe that she might be down.

Once, a few months later, we were both drunk and startedtalking about my best friend who has never been lucky getting laid or finding a girlfriend. I was horny and straight up asked her if she would suck his dick. She said "I mean I guess, if you actually said it was okay and wouldn't get mad." Since my friend lives a few states away, nothing ever came from that.

He did visit a while later and, again while we were all drinking, kept joking about sucking my dick (he's bi). One thing led to another and both my ex-girlfriend and my best friend were giving me head at the same time. It was kind of dope but I'm not into men so it was a little too weird and I ended it after a few minutes.

Now that my ex and I are both sober, I kind of want to broach the subject again. I know 100% that my best friend would be down to sleep with her, and I'm pretty certain she would sleep with him. I'm not really as into the idea of her sleeping with strangers, but still find it really hot to think about her fooling around with one of my friends. Unfortunately my friend still lives in another state, but I do have another friend that I think would be down and that I know my ex finds attractive.

My problem is that I don't want her to lose respect for me. I love the humiliation aspect of my friends sleeping with my girlfriend, but I wouldn't want to be seen as a weak man or anything. I guess, long story short, I want to know how the hotwifes on this sub feel about their husbands/boyfriends, like if you honestly still respect them and see them as your "man."

Also I'd like to get opinions on my situation and what you guys think.